August 2011
1 post
I realized that I am passive aggressive. And when that isn’t made clear, I just go straight to aggressive. Issues. I have issues.
July 2011
1 post
Sleep
I can’t sleep anymore. My mind has become so enveloped in what you’re doing and if you’re ok. This is in turn has made me not ok.
I don’t want to think about you anymore. I want to sleep. With you next to me. Is that so bad? Truth: yes, it is. Because you’re his. When I heard you tell the nurse you were staying with me, all of my pain went away. And that’s...
May 2011
1 post
Ain't that some shit
When I woke up and saw that you were next me, I seriously was so happy. I could wake up like that for the rest of my life and be at peace. But I had a feeling that it wouldn’t be ok with everyone. Well…with him.
Then when I saw that you were crying, all I wanted to do was wrap my arms around you and kiss your head.
This makes me such a bad person, I know, but I don’t think...
March 2011
2 posts
The little things
I remember all the little things. I want to find someone who will appreciate that fact. I listen and remember things that others easily dismiss. I remember them because then I know how to make them smile or I know ways to surprise them.
Where is the somebody who will love this about me? And maybe love me too.
Letting go
Last night, when you held my hand, what scared me wasn’t that people could see but how perfect our hands felt together. Like they seemed to fit.
However, it made me realize something. I need to learn to move on. Because I know you don’t feel the same way and I have your best interests at heart.
Here’s to letting go. Even if it never was.
February 2011
2 posts
Lately I have been feeling so lonely. My parents obviously have each other, my brothers have their girlfriends but if they didn’t, they’d have each other, and I honestly do not have any friends worth putting effort into our relationship. Plus, my brothers are moving out. Together. What does this mean? I’m barely included now, so when they’re gone, I’ll practically be...
Taking a chance.
I don’t use this thing nearly enough. Or at all. Since I only have one post.
Here goes.
I think you are incredible. I want to get to know you because I think that your perspective on life is so different from mine and I could learn so much from you. Honestly, it doesn’t have to be like that. I don’t want it to. I just want to talk, become friends. Get to know each other. You...
December 2010
1 post
WTF!
I don’t fucking get it.
I understand that people slip up, fuck up, mess up. Whatever.
But she says she’s so into who ever that is, and yet she’s all over you. Was it an accident? Or should I just give up?
Not that there’s anything to give up. Cuz, well, you’ve got someone.
And I’m forever alone.